My Story

My own experience with recurring pain in my life
and how I found healing.

I experienced childhood trauma, as many of us have. My memories of the traumatizing experiences are not very clear. 

As I lived my life, the pain of this original trauma has been a recurring pattern of pain which I have noticed more and more as I have aged. From watching the details of the recurring patterns of pain, I have theorized and deduced what happened to me when I was small. The pattern has brought into my life very harmful people who have hurt me very badly, causing traumatic life events which have lasted for months, or years, each time. The recurring trauma has also caused great mental anxiety and instability, physical weakness and chronic health challenges. 

I am very devoted to Jesus Christ. I have lived through, and worked to heal, all the trauma I have experienced, mostly with the forgiveness of Jesus Christ. I discovered in my early 30’s a technique to forgive the people who hurt me as a way to release the pain of the hurting. Trauma hurts. Trauma causes pain. Forgiveness stops the pain. Forgiveness was my method of pain management as I continued to draw the life events that caused more pain. Doing all this forgiveness healed me in many ways, and transformed me into an increasingly more whole, and functional, human being. Jesus Christ saved me over and over again from the people and life events that hurt me. An arduous life’s path, but I knew I was learning about life and healing, and I hoped one day to be healed enough to help others heal. I wanted to graduate one day and become a wounded healer. 

I prefer alternative medicine over traditional medicine. So along with forgiveness as a way to heal, I tried many forms of alternative healing. However, I found that most of the healing substances I could ingest caused negative reactions in my body and mind. Also, most of the energy healing caused very extreme negative effects in my body. I am very sensitive to energy. Most of the healing practitioners who helped me said they had never seen such negative reactions in their entire careers. Since they all said it to me, I am still not certain if it is true or just what they say to everyone their treatment doesn’t work for. However, I did notice the pattern again that most ways to heal were harmful to me. I deduced it must be a search of the soul to find a healing method that works, since so many things work for so many people that do not work for me. 

I will interject here that even though I am describing the recurring patterns of pain in my life, I have had a very good life. I have lived a life chasing my dreams, and catching my dreams, and it has been interesting, miraculous and wonderful. Life can be full of both happiness and struggle, and I’m sure your life is like this also. 

I’m in my late 60’s now and although I have had tremendous healing in my life through forgiveness, I noticed increasing debilitating physical and mental weakness growing, and an increasing desire to sit still and stare out the window. Since I need to work and make a living, this was causing an emergency situation. I suspected it was a symptom of the same trauma from my childhood which was still unresolved, and was causing more dissociation as my aging brain was weakening in its ability to focus. 

So, I went to YouTube and began watching videos about processing trauma. None of the methods described appealed to me. Then I had a brilliant new idea! I had done energy exercises recommended by Donna Eden years ago, and her work has helped millions of people all over the world. I resolved to do these exercises again in the mornings. I had also tried Tapping as a healing method years ago, and it also has helped millions of people all over the world. I resolved to do this in the afternoons. I also tried just a bit of Emotion Code a few times years ago, and it has helped millions of people all over the world. I resolved to do this before bed. I figured if I did all three of them every day, perhaps something beneficial would happen! And something did happen! I found the Emotion Code & Body Code! 

I knew the least about The Emotion Code, but it was quickly evident that I was healing! It was working! So, I downloaded the Body Code App and began using this method almost every day. I had been using muscle testing for over 30 years, so I had developed that skill already. 

Before each of my sessions I prayed for Jesus Christ to be with me. The I followed my subconscious as it led me through the coding systems and I released trapped emotions and energies. It is fascinating to watch the gradual unraveling and healing of my lifetime of painful experiences. I feel better and better each day and I know I am transforming the original trauma so that I will no longer draw the repeating patterns of pain! Sometimes I have been concerned that the healing process will go too fast, because I wonder how traumatic it might be to surface the emotions of the original trauma, but my subconscious seems to have me on a wise and gradual path; as much as I can process, but not too much. Sometimes I have been concerned that the healing process is going too slow, but then I have noticed that this gradual method is allowing me to learn about the process in a way that I can help others. Plus, I am very busy eating better and exercising and doing all the beneficial lifestyle activities that were so hindered by my own self-sabotage before. I am very busy integrating a new life emotionally, physically and spiritually! I am experiencing multi-dimensional healing!

That’s my story. My life so far.
I hope you will reach out to me and schedule a time to try The Emotion Code & Body Code for yourself.
If it helps you as much as it is helping me, it is a WIN-WIN, because you are helping me to achieve my dream
of being a Wounded Healer, which I have longed to be for so many years.